Day Twenty Seven

Name one place you would love to visit one day.

I would love to go to Italy!   The history of such an old world, the architecture, the romance, the food it's just beautiful!  I really can't think of a more beautiful place in the world rich in history, culture, and vino!  lol

Day Twenty Six

Write about something you once loved, but now despise.

Hmm, this is tough because the first things you think of are ex-boyfriends, ex-friends, but really I don't have anybody in my past that I used to love and now despise.  Sure I have past boyfriends and former friends that I don't care for, but either there was never love there or it's just a dislike not a despise.

I guess probably the closest thing is : I used to love going to the pool, all the time.  I've never been a great swimmer, but I used to love to play in the water, now I really don't like going to the pool.  If I was skinnier and had a perfect body, it wouldn't be as horrible, and if the pool was just me and the kids, and nobody could see how pale I am.   Plus you have to shave even more and better than usual.  I typically only shave up to my knee since I never wear shorts, and I don't like to shave my bikini area as often as I should as my skin is very sensitive.  So there you go, something I once loved and now despise.  lol

Day Twenty Five

Write a letter to someone you miss.

Dear Daddy,
It's been 28 years since I last saw you, hugged you, laughed w/ you and I miss you so much!  I miss the way you used to make me laugh, the tight hugs, hearing you call me by my nickname.  So much has gone by and you've missed so much.  I know it wasn't by choice, you never would have left me if it just wastn't your time to go. 

I graduated high school, went to college and fell in love.  Dropped out because I was blinded by love, sorry about that one, not the love but the dropping out.  lol  I got married, boy I really missed you on that day, I chose to walk down the aisle because if I couldn't have you do it, nobody else would do.  You were definitely in my thoughts that day though. 

You missed the birth of my children, the first one a son who's named after you Jackson Randall, and a daughter who would have captivated you just as much if not more than she does me.  You were happy to have two daughters and it didn't bother you at all that you didn't have a son.  I loved hearing the stories from multiple people about how they had never seen a man more in love w/ his kids. 

I definitely share many of your same qualities, and this love that you have for your kids, I now share w/ my kids.  It's hard to imagine the strength of the love you feel, but it's there.  It's undeniable, indescribable, unbreakable. 

I still think of you often, and one day whenever God sees fit, I will see you again.  I'll hug you and laugh w/ you, make up for all of these lost years.  Until then, I take comfort in knowing you watch over and protect me and my family.  I love you always and forever <3  Your Sugar

Day Twenty Four

How has your week been?

Well this week has definitely had its share of ups and downs.  I was still in my depressed state earlier in the week, but fortunately that lifted and I've been in a great mood.    Work has been crazy, John broke a tooth, I had 3 nights this week w/ friends, and I hosted a baby shower.  whew!!!

Day Twenty Three

Describe what you spend most of your time on.

I spend most of my time catering to my kids.  I'm slowly learning they can be more independent, so I'm trying to cut the strings a little more.  Second would be the computer, I spend WAY too much time on the computer.